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by Ella's Heart of Stone

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    this is a temporary album containing a small selection of raw recordings i have on my phone

    after much deliberation, i've decided to put a price tag on this "album", just because i've included a bonus/hidden track inside. it's the first song i ever wrote, back in 2013.
    so yeah, i hope you enjoy this and thanks for checking out my work.
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1.
instead, my rusty bones make their way out of a cage instead, my rusty home sucks me into an errored fate so that's what's left, you take me in other shapes, the moon's disgrace untie my hands, i beg red for days, entire lives erased dim the lights i'm so afraid to see what may come next saving grace only thing i knew how to do rings of faith i've let yours break run away from me yeah, away from me
2.
filled up to the top with dirt from the modern times inhale me, don't stop swallow your rebellious eyes your hat on, my gloves i'm ready to take you out get on top of me should i forgive all my doubts? i blink to forget to commit my sins you breathe to remember to forget the scenes i taste all your demons, don't tell me to go let me be mean to your body and gentle to your soul gentle, you're so you're poetry from every pore you got your flask to exist at night i got my pulse asking for more, begging, begging rough walking like the highest skies ignite my hands then beg my hold i'll sue you right after the show for now offer me one last bite swear not to tell, you'll be alright i think to forget to admit i sin you believe to forget you ever touched my skin i've tasted all your demons, don't let me know let me be mean to your body and gentle to your soul to your soul you're beautiful colors feel warm when you touch me bare-handed when you speak i hear you say 'surrender' guitar under sparks of stars at night lead me to your corner let's think at rise i know no words other than touch-me-please it's only human to feel my guts freeze swallow the sounds you make the world's so slow let me be mean to your body and gentle to your soul
3.
the thin line between celebratory grin and fundamental grieving wipe off the excess taste forgiving mending before it breaks i've tossed it aside for later i won't think about it too fast i want it to last forever the things i've laid to rest peek into my silence the forest of niceness part of my soul in jest choking that won't ever make it to the surface of my relief starts i won't ever embrace grief, grief, grief and greed wipe off that grease and that grace a trail of dirty hands on my face let it be seen and be shown let it be heard and be known ah, it hurts and it shows i've tossed it aside for later i won't think about it too fast i want it to last forever the things i've laid to rest peek into my silence the forest of niceness part of my soul in jest
4.
i got post-its on my walls reminders, messages, lost calls face on a pillow, mattress, dark can't sleep, i stand still, no remarks i chew my angry coats of black my fingertips, my silhouette i leave marks on my gunshot wound i can't forget to clean the spoon feral thoughts under well restricted skin hold my head, don't leave me drowning, i can't swim hunting for orbits for my swollen tired eyes i'm sorry for i'll vomit on my own demise i'm so disgusted when i look into your face you fetch me memories that i will not erase i heard it all but shut my mouth only this time forget your past, but promise me i'll forget mine
5.
i'm in it too deep, my love i'm in it too deep follow my lines the heels of my feet you're so insensitive i brought you these reminiscent feelings the dripping won't quit the dripping won't quit the dripping won't i'm in it too deep i'm in it too deep, my love forgive me, baby i'm in it too deep the dripping just won't quit won't quit won't quit i'm awake now you don't see it but i promise i'm in shallow waters i'm ashore it's a newly repressed feeling there's a reason i won't breathe underwater, finish my lungs now i'm so sorry, forgive me, i'm sorry it's a long way up, you know, you know but darling i've mistaken you for the things inside of me i was most afraid of but darling, i've traded stability for the things inside of me i couldn't get enough of i'm in it too deep, i've had i'm in it too deep, enough i'm in it too deep, of my i'm in it too deep, own weaknesses

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special thanks to (in no particular order, or i so like to believe):

- bonnie & viola
- pegasu silva/lucas villaça
- chuca/carlos augusto
- mantrinhas
- yuri rocha
- sandra honda
- fares jr
- manoela ferreira
- dico diniz
- carolina duarte
- flora gois & the squad
- EEE (every ex ever)
- my son joão
- yumi
- nathalia lopes
- lilo
- dante & martinelli
- l👀kets
- alanis fonseca
- justin hopkins
- auggo

and every friend who's ever been there for me. i love you all very much and can't fit everyone here because i know i, too, am very loved. x ella

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released December 27, 2021

R. R. de P. Lima

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Ella's Heart of Stone São Paulo, Brazil

it is my mission to create the saddest songs ever until the day i die

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